“If you want a happy ending, that depends, of course, on where you stop your story.” Orson Welles

So give me the energy.  Give me the confidence.  Help me dig down deep and find my strength once again.  I can't end my story now. How will I feel in 5 years, 10 years maybe even tomorrow if I let myself just push this back into the never ending hole where it has been infesting my soul for decades?

I have been so busy with other things lately that I am feeling like this is slowly becoming easier to just not think about. Don't get me wrong. It's never completely gone, and there are times my rage and angry start to take over again.  I hate feeling like I'm no longer heading in the right direction.. I'm just at a halt.  Hanging out at the rest area.  No bueno!